Middle of the week

Only 2 more days of work this week then a nice 3 day weekend, I'm looking forward to it. I don't have any plans yet but keep feeling like I should be making some. I do have to go shopping for a semi-formal outfit for the TOPS IRD which is just 2 weeks away, ekkkk. I need new shoes too and who knows what else. I have to give it all some thought.

I was hoping I could get out of the before and after parade but the lady said I could still be in it though I am way way past the deadline date. So now I have to go up on stage twice. I'm just not a stage person.

I'm stressing over flying too, what is that all about. I still seem to have the mentality that I'm not going to fit on anything. I did that through the whole vacation too whenever I got on a ride, wondering would the bar lock. I was so happy for hubby during vacation that he got to ride everything too. He couldn't ride the roller coasters at Seaworld but at Disney he fit fine on everything. I must give it to Disney that I think they do a great job of making everyone feel comfortable. I saw all shapes and sizes of people and everyone seemed happy and content.

Today I have therapy. I'm looking forward to it. I do have things I want to talk about, mostly it will be about my mom and vacation. I feel like in the next year or so I might have to make some hard decisions about my mom. I'm not even sure how all that will work either. With her being an adult it's not like I can just tell her she needs assisted living. I tend to want to just avoid it all.

Last night I was so tired. Hubby and I went back out after work and did a big grocery shop then I came home and did a bunch of cooking. The family had a frozen pizza but I was proud of myself that even though I was tired I made a big pan of my veggie stir fry. I went to bed by 9:30 and ended up sleeping till 8am this morning. Guess I needed some sleep catching up.

My weight was down another few lbs this morning so I'm hoping at weigh-in I will only have a 3-4 lb gain. Still yucky but definitely better than 13. As for hubby, he's been eating all kinds of junk and drinking beer since he got home. I have a feeling his 10 lb gain might still be there when he steps on that scale tonight. I need to help him get re motivated. It seems if I'm not going to the gym he doesn't either.

My pain in my abdomen has subsided. It still feels kind of weird in that area so I'm still going to lay off the weight training till at least I see the doctor tomorrow. I have a feeling till I get an x-ray or something he probably won't want me exercising. I'm guessing I could still walk my favorite road if I wanted so I might do that tomorrow if he says it's ok.

Well I've rambled on about nothing way to long already lol. I better get some work done. The boss is out today so I can take it kind of easy.

Till tomorrow...